so long i din't update my blog le...
so far.. i am really free ^^
free from being scolded by manager sometimes..
may be i not very pro in cuddle people...
and i do thing "ben shou ben jiao"
so... i kena "bomb" almost one day once.. hehe

28 jan!
i meet with baby
and we went to mcd and COMPuter centre..
seriously i dun really like fast food but i tried..
okok la hehe...
second destination : CC..
he have brought me to somewhere that he always go when he was form 1 or 2..
and we played some games..
i forget what title d.. but i do feel so damn fun..
i seldom play those "chi kek" games..
and i always the one who die.. but lucky he is beside keep on protect me..
i wish this situation can become a real life situation ..
hehe... i dreaming .. ^^ tak kan so many zombie come out at once??
i sure duno how to attack =="... just be a turtle la..^^


30th jan!
early morning i received a sweet call from "SOT xinyi" ^^
hehe.. she is so damn happy now days!!
really can compared with siao po d.. hehe..
she told me alot of secret .. shhhhhh^^...
have fun chating with her for almost one hour..
even i am inside the toilet .. the phone is still on..
hehe.. imagine how pro we are.. hehe..

NITE
sob.. my bro and mum is going back to home..
i am alone at the condo!
the 1st time i was staying alone inside this strange place
==".. shy to say ==" i cried +_+"
i dun really feel comfortable.. i hate this feeling
i just hope someone can stay beside...
and the whole night i keep rolling on the bed..
i hate being alone!!!

31th jan
sob! against i "mong cha cha"
i do something make my manager angry le..
sob sob...
i am so damn sorry and i hope she is not angry

yet i feel suprise.. my baby was at one U..
he is sending things ..
it is actually give me chance to SCRew him =X
hehe.. see him la dei..
i am pretty down but after i meet him i feel so happy^^
thx god .. thx baby..
i just like the feeling.... i hope to see him when i am down...

NITE
my bro coming back on the next day
and he brought me teluk intan's delicious food =="
bak kut teh... zhu chiung fan.. xiu bao... and my mum cooked de vegetable..
walau.. i am killing myselF!... i ate it at once!
==" that's why i am here online-ing..
i cant sleep cause my stomach just full-filled by those delicious food!

MIDNIGHT!
kinda now missed someone..
somewhere.. something!
that's my dude!!!
i missed u all so much!
i really wish i can go back now...
but work .. i have no choice!
chinese new year kinda willgo back!
and i have booked phei ling as my valentine ^^..
hehe... please dun steal her away from me! ^^..
i am actually telling someone .. hehe jkjk...

30th before chinese new year..
we were have a gathering ...
11 pm.. at mcd kut,...
but i not very sure...
dun forget to keep in touch lo...
see you all when i go back hometown!!!

XOXO..

xincereli from : SAndra...
all fren is invited to gather!

this is my uniform!
but i will not gonna to wear it ^^...
=R.....
cause i proud of myself...
it is too short to me... dun't you think so?
hehe......... xinyi is shaking her head .. haha

tomorrow kinda is doing noon shift..
thats is why i am here...
i chat with someone that i din chat with before..
and she had given me alot of advice about my problems..
my studies and some private things..
she is so mature compared to last time...

clubbing was an activities.. i dun think it is bad..
but just to release stress... yet i have taste the feeling of drunk... i feel free and i scolded my boy =="...i dun know what i have send to him.. sorry baby ^6^....

she teach me not to be so sensitive...hehe... my favourite..
if he do love me he will know how to respect me... he know what is he actually doing
believe what he did and confident of him... do i really can do it ?
asking him.. ^^....
but do i agree.. i hope baby can really let me know things that u do is actually respect me
not making me worried... give me confident that i can rely on ur shoulder comfortly...
i believe what you say... i wan to rely on u against !.. with no regret..

beside that she teach me how to choose my future..
my ownself love art alot..
i would want to choose interior design as my part of my life..
eventhough is tough i will face it bravely..
cause it is my own future.. myself choose the road but no other...
my parent is telling me that i am not mature =="
i wan .. show that i am strong!
make them believe.. confident on me!


thx for ur advice.. i will use it...


XOXO...

i knw you guys are no longer studying in convent ti.....(still remember ah...lol).....but..once a convent girl...always a convent girl rite.....

so...ahems...well you see...our beloved school is currently undergoing some terrible damages...thanks but no thanks to the termites.. we've already lost the hall,next will be the staff room...the walls and ceilings are pretty much in serious..yeap...i mean it..serious condition...they might just fall off anytime...

and of coz...kita kan miskin..and the gov is not helping tht much...they are broke too...anyway...=P our principal did wrote a letter to the education minister himself...n they did allocate some money...but tht is sooo not enuff guys.... ..

we're in desperate need of money... it would be great if u guys can do something about it...donating will be nice...but then again ...it's not all about the money...anything...will be fine...as you knw,we will be having canteen's day this year....tht will be one significant way of collecting money...so...support your skul girlz.....we need ur support..any means of help is much apprctied.


it's our school we're taking about ...the very school.... u guys studied for 5 years ....it played an important role in moulding us and ...not to forget all those memories..the fun..the laughter....the friendship.....tht you guys discovered while you're in this school... it was indeed a life-changing experince...

in fact ..as much as you might hate the school..deep down ...in the very bottom of your heart..you knw tht you owe the school...a lot... u can't deny it..can you...??.. .

so...help us... we really want our school to survive.....and we need help...hopefully you guys can help us.. thx for spending ur time ...reading this... take care bye..=)

recently...
kinda wasn't as free as last time..
off to work is what my computer shows...
and i finally work for 2 weeks more ...
i feel proud of myself... i still can stand it even though sometimes i feel really bored!
next month is my month!
even though i have no bday this year..even though chinese new year crashed with valentine day...
but do just pretend i have more happiness when the date comes...
i miss my fren.. i miss the boy... i miss my parents..
my mind is totally full with love and care..
fuyooh.. why i say so?
cause i wan ppl pampering me.. hehe....
when i am work.. i was not that happy...
cause ppl is realistic!
dun u ever think that the most realistic human in this world most of them are ladies?
oops! to my fren.. i am not talking about you.. but there is someone who are like that..
i couldn't do anything but just replied a smile...
cause i am "rich" = (
hehe...but the most important things is laughter...
i can even laugh like stupid when i see others laugh like hell .. oops..^^
yesterday , there was an event at one utama shopping mall...
i cant see those perfomance... cause the stage is not facing my shop yet the back...
i just us my hearing system to feel the fun...

and something is happened to someone that i love the most...
is quite a serious case.. hope his obstacles can be done soon..
do i believe him.. yet i hope what he tell me is the true things...
who wish to be a stupid keep cheated by others?
for me .. NO!
i dun know... except believe what he say..
i just do my job ... that's all =D

hmph...
i missed my baby fugly frens..
who is always stay beside me when i am down..
who is always give me support when i am lost..
i missed ur shoulder...
i missed ur voice...
against can u come to kl and let me lay a while?
can we be lessbo ?? =X
can u be mine tonight ?? =X
hehe.........

yeah.. tomorrow i am going to off!!!
duno where to go..
sienz e.........................................

XOXO

when i get boRED...
i like to....
TAKE pic =="
















cause there is no CCTV!!!
manager.. din say anythings....






















just ask me to MEMORIES all those
PErfume perfume perfume
names.......
















my working place...















my 1st WRApped set...
















my manager...CAlled ALICe
















money... can fly
















this is for chinese new year...




















working time..
i like to....
go to
ToiilET Xd...




Working time no rest...
just can eat inside the shop...
always face to face with all faces...
kinda also sienz d...
no leng *** =X
hehe... i must be crazy all the while...
i like chating but very cold...
SOB SOB

recently kinda really feel not in a good mood...
the third day .. i lost cashier's money --"
and my manager was like totally changed to other manager --"
same as my clients too...

i been forced to wear their uniform
is damn stupid ugly!
=X not really but i dun like it!
==" they just pissed me off!!!!!!!!!!
haix what to do... have to be patient patient!
i still left 1 months half only!!!!!

hmph.. yesterday kinda have off day..
so i meet phei ling at sunway...
she become thinner d .. leng lUI! ^^
she accompany me to find for some clothes..
and finally i had bought 2 t-shirt and one short skirt..
my bro face was like so "busuk" XD

hmph.. actually today i have date with babe..
but unfortunately he is sick..
dun know when can he really have time for me ..
he is busy with work yet me too..
perhaps we have to many gab before we can meet together..
baby i feel so lonely.. =(
i hope my bro allow me to stay with you a night..
have more time for me to accompany you when i am still staying so near to you...
dun waste the chance.. dun waste the smile...
dun waste the memory.. dun waste the love...
stay with you... keep waiting..

so damn bored keep on facing my client =X
all older than me... think i really easy bully =="
i really feel boreD! miss my "kampung" fren d la hehe.. =X
xinyi working at old town also din ask me go yam cha... fan qiong!
grace lagi teruk! duno how to find me hehe..
su ling is going back to australia on 25 jan!!
==" i hope i have off day that time! i wan hug you!! ^^

15 of jan ..
kinda will going back hometown!
i can take a rest to meet u guys!
ignore those stupid working day
say hello to my ABP 180 which laying inside the "hospital" for almost one month =="
i will sit on top of it again XD...hehe

sienz! tomorrow kinda work for full time =="
sob!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nite!

if i send wrong message ... please dun angry me ^^...
i am blurred ==" all the while...
1.i can even ride a wrong bus today =="
2. forgot to bring my purse!
3.lost to somewhere i duno ==" ...
4.i send wrong message
5.baby say he is going to work...
and i read until he is going back to home
6.i wan chat v andrew but i go find andrew lekka =="
7.when my bro wanna go into the lift and i just press close the door =="

=="
so blurrED!! XD...
sorry yA!
forgive me please! XD
sob sob

tomorrow xinyi start her work at "old town"
jia you!!! ADD aDD ADD oil XD

so silly!!! XD hehehe
memang baka buta XD...


pig gracciE! i wan see u la!

lee su ling! meet u at kliA!!!


haiz u all off line..also cant chat v u all..
babi one lo u ALL Xd... hehe jkjk

XOXO

so fAR!...
i have the only time to online...
feel so tired...
...................
i working as a perfume seller just so far ok la..
do report..
do account..
cashier...
introduce perfume...
............................
i almost memories 70% of all perfume within 3 days...
i been working full time for almost 4 days..
from 10 to 10.........
............................
belows is my flavourite..

this is one of my favourite perfume

this smell sweet...

this is more to classical...

this is flower smell...

...............................

try it and for sure girl's will like it...
^^...tired...
tomorrow still need work for full time..
sorry frens... i missed u guys!
just that i am busy...
keep in touch k?
^^......

XOXO

kns!
i missed my parent =="
how willing your heart to let them go...
when they is beside me.. i feel so annoyed!
but when i know they are going to sarawak..
i feel so down

yesterday night i was thinking .. i wanna sleep with them =="
i know i am weird.. but i really wan it!
but i failed ==" ...
when i reached home.. they was like sleeping so deeply..
sweet... ==".......
haiz...when i send them to airport this morning...
=="... i feel like something is leaving me...
although is just 3 months..
but i do really upset!
i missed they ........
hope they will enjoy being together ...
they have been separated for almost 18 years because of me...
my mum need to take care of me and siblings...
so dad have to work ........


hope you both can enjoy..
and finally! you both have done a great job...
love relationship stil remain the same..
even though sometimes u both will quarrel because of some problems..
dad mum ! you both so pro!
thx for not leaving me alone to cross the road..
you cuddle me...
give me support...
care of me when i am down.. sick....
you din even try to put off my hand since i was born...
thx ....

so proud being ur daughter even though sometimes i feel so frust..
with what you have scold ...
sometimes i feel angry !
but thx...

i missed you..
i love you...
dad mum .. u are always in my heart!

XOXO...
happy honeymoon!!!!!!!!

going to be busy start tomolo...
work start..
gan cheung a!

missing my fren so much....

XOXO

hemp... tomolo going to kl le...
everyone were spreading to other place..
school reopen....
bored... so damn bored....

sure i will cry against --"tomolo...
stupiG!!!... everyone is leaving!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this time kinda gonne leave alone at a strange place le...
hope every thing will be fine...
kinda work as a perfume seller at one utama (new wing)
when free dun forget to find me o.. sob ...



wish myself all the best..
same to everyone...

GOD.. please strengthen my heart!

XOXO

REcently i am really enjoy my holiday...
and do sometimes there is some emo mood i have...
so damn bamboo! make me so frustrated!
your promise just a joke for me..
and i waiting like a stupid!
i am so pretty desperate!
cant u just give me a warm call or text?

oh gosh
i left 3 days at teluk intan...
any plan ? someone?
i going to play the whole night before i get into the "prison"
this few days i am always late going home..
so far party is the one i enjoy it alot... and singapore trip....
and sorry mama i waste a lot of your money for shopping..
may u apologized my sin? XD......


party of the night...


one night stay? ^^...


grace is taking photo for us.. and the one who wearing black shirt is benjamin or "tian chi" ..
he came from uk... and he is pretty silly...cute


ss-ing again... we only say yes to SS XD...


this is the bday guy.. drinking alcohol .. present from grace .. me .. and ching ee..


SS....

DEnnise xiao di di.. is the one who wearing pink shirt..
he is cheerful and he keep wake me up from drunk..
as same as bee keey ..
hit me.. thx ^^...
haha.. my face red like the blusher...
NO make up is needed...

yesterday i went for a dinner..
my cousin WIlliam chong and his gf is attended too..
nice pair huh! ... my aunty and uncle was there too..
there are a lot of relative which i duno who are they ..
so sat pai hehe.. they know me.. yet i am the one who dun know they all..
not even three.. Xd..

will be upload the pic soon.. but i dun have any card reader...
i nEEd it!..

going out soon... enjoy enjoy...

XOXO