kinda had been so long din update my blog le..
i can use one word to describe those days that i am having ..
called complicated....

loving someone that is lost feel on me...
giving spaces to him...
control my temper...
change my bad character...
do i really can pass it?
i am still failed...

trying ... keep on trying... is the only things i try now...

and life is miserable...
friendship is totally spoiled...
i feel i'm heading to hell soon...
i dun understand why u dun believe me as u buddy..
but u blif them...
when i saw u .. you can even just ignore it
and passed away...
i feel so hurt and crieS..
do u know how hurt is iT??

i sware i din talk bad word behind of you...
blif or not..
i cant do anything...

haiz... kinda's life is totally full of obstacles..
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feel like wanna shout out loUD!!!!