seems everything passed so fast..
and i am now is single =D...

ppl may think why am i not sad?
ya... what can i do? i already have no choice!
i am totally felt with broken heart whenever he tell me that he is not going to love me anymore...

ya.. i always annoyed him.. but all this is care and want to know what is he actually doing...
where is him and who he is going with...
just forget about it la since we are frens..
cause i gonna annoyed him against.. Xd....

just like yesterday...
kinda go out with someone just to buy new year clothes..
girls seems very jealous .. perhaps in their heart i am the one who likes to take away their boy fren.. do i?
do i feel happy if my own bf is not telling me true instead of keep secret without telling...
trust is the most important things within a pair of couple...
what i get is couple always need to be in same road... need to think of each other feeling...

i really cant live without him.. cause i do really love him..
i really cant breathe when i know he is going off..
love is turn off.. no more turn on
but what can i do?
i already apologized.. promise this that....
promise will change...
but he is not mine.. just let it go la...
no FATE...... ="(

but i will still try to change de ... i still trying cause is good for my ownself also...
no shouting at ppl =)...
dudez may think sandra will shout at ppl de meh?
she always speak softly de wo... how can she do it?
actually i really fierce like a lion "king" =P....
i also dun know i really got so fierce meh ??....
i din really notice that.. i will change to be softer =D...

next time...i wan find a guy that love me more than i love him..
i know is abit mean but.. guy should be gentlemen right?
and i been awake by su ling's word...
when i know i going to lost him...
i really feel my head is paining like hell..... cant breathe... is like killing me...
i really wan to jump down from condo...

and su ling is the one who keep wake me up...
saying that :"