__OKU!!! temporary___
i came back from camp for almost 11 days.. cause i sprained my right leg and also my right hand...
i experienced on how those oku ppl walk.. and how tough they are.. is totally not tat easy for me to try.. but !! i got it ... SUCCESS =)...
i use my right leg to jump for almost one week.. well!! seriously.. i felt freAKING hard to stay without my leg... appreciate it =)...

NAtional SErvice....
what i got is Friends.... i enjoyed be a joker there..
i use to talk alot yet i like ppl who respond with a sweet smile too... dun u wanna emo for all the while? was not it hard? suffer? killing me always.. i just hate the feeling... GO away!!
next week activities will be more fun ... hope kinda can enjoy until the maX!...

WHat i realize...
i realize something that really make me hurt..
but because of love...... just dun know what i feel and dun understand why it will happened to me..
why god must gv me this huge problem?
am my luck so bad? tak cukup "ohm" ?? or i am totally unlucky??
ya .. everything settle.. i like dun care anything.. just pretend nothing..
but seriously my heart was not that happy... just feel like something wrong to me always.....
i was not that confident compare to last time ... i was not that brave .. i am scare....
i know u are trying... yet i saw ur effort... thx alot....


what i have...
FRENS.. lot's of true fren i have..... A LoT! =).. thx....
thx for cheer me up whenever i am falling in a down mood...
thx for accompany to have fun..
thx for giving me advice with my weakness =)...
u are ALWAYS there whenever i need... appreciate u guys =)....

conclusion
my life is full with obstacles and laughter equally the same...
TEST me! let me find out the answer...
i wanna be tough!! please dun play with something that is called love... nor relationship...
test me with other stuff pls!!! =) god bless me ...

JIA you sandra =)
XOXO....