here i am... again i am always busy for this while...
i saw someone's blog ..
and i notice that she cut her own finger instead of loving too deep v her bf...
...

i know it's stupid..
i am girl.. i know their feeling
easily lost controlled...

girls need cares and also love..
the other ways guys need respect...

and sorry my dudes...
myselF cassandra also got do before...
cause seriously i cannot controlled anymore...
i feeling so insane... why love make me so pain...
make myself hurt...is pain... but my heart is even more pain than it!

and he told me that he is going for a trip with his fren INCLUDED the girl..
what i feel? i feel upset and started to explored again...
haiz... that night i seriously cant sleep...
i request someone to bring me out from my little room..
cause is totally huRT...
Boy! do u know how i feel?

my love is dull...
frens duno we are actually couple..
cant go for a vacation ...
have less time to meet (two weeks once)
only use phone to communicate...

FRens .. when u guys involve with relationship..
what will u all do?
izit like me? two weeks meet once?
just call and sms? ...

i really bluRREd...