upset + worried = make noise

again we have a fight yesterday...
i just wanna hug him for whole night because i seriously ill..
i know that he is tiRED and CAshless.
but still my heart calling for pain...

nowdays...
break up this word easily spoken out FRom his mouth..
whenever we quarrel .. he will asked me to break up v him...
again and again.. i dun feel good ..
is terrible pain..
he told me that he will avoid..
but realistic is a ????

today i received a call...
is an unknown number again!
he called me and asked whether i wearing a white t-shirt?
ya... that time i was wearing kdu's t-shirt...
i dun know where is he... but he is somewhere around me...
i asking for help and now i am safe at home!
stupiD! who are playing a fool with me!!
IDIOT!..

my mum gonna make me move out from this place..
but i not willingly go away from my this room?
i love my memoriEs.. i love my ROOM ...

=="... i dun know what can i do?
can i bring along my room to the other place?
sick... sick chick.. =C

ANnOYED!