kinda really felt unhappy...
crying =C...
i feel so hurt with the words that come out from someone...
what the problem!

so what if i keep protect him! what the problem
and im alone now! so what!
non of ur businese..
dun tease me with what u having!
im not same like YOU!!!

stop telling me about LOVE!!!
pissed off when i CRIED!
really feel so sick!!

i DUN HAVE ! i dun HAVE! happy!!!!
and stop doing STUPID REQUEST!
just shut ur mouth!!!
SHUT UR MOUTH!!

HATE TO SEE UR FACE! THX Q~

sorry readers... was busy with my preparations for next 2 presentation and
"some" assignment which knock me down...=C so down.. depressed.. =C....
but everything well prepared now =D..
hurayy.. just leave some assignment...
my mind was totally cleared =D.....

nowdays i was busy hang out with friends too =D...
three words that shown in my mind now is "food and appetizer"
hang out just for nice foods

kepong's bak kut teh...
cha kuey diao...
sakae sushi...
honeymoon...
nyonya food..
lok lok...
dim sum...

omg.. i ate all this within one week =C... sob sob..
kinda going to have big tummy AGAIN! =C
tomorrow kinda will be going to melaka with college friends just
because of finding nice food to MAKAN =D...
im now missing melaka's "lap fan" .. kuih lapis..mua chi..nyonya dishes..
yummy yummy =S...

i do not since when i started to have good appetite.. =C...
but is worth lo =D..... =d..

hope tomorrow will be a safe and great journey .....=D..

and thx for cs's friends who bring me joy..
even though i dun know how to sing the songs...
im felt fun while hearing those fantastic testimonies..
is so true and real ..... =)...perhaps gods are always beside =)..
trust him...

is time for me to get some sleep...
or else i gonna have a deep ugly panda eye soon =C..
XOXo

my design for my debit card.. =D

i have no one to talk v..
i have no one to be with..

he said he hate me
he said he wont come bk..

facebook .. hotmail.. and blog is deleted soon..
really no mood...
heart feel pain..

oh .. my gosh...
what a busy day i having...
assignment like "kota kinabalu"'s mountain

i feel unhappy because kinda have to redo the presentation again
thX for friends who help me to clarify the truth =D

today's acct exam was so "speechless"
everyone smile after finished the exam..
is not because we kNOW how to do..
but because we are totally pissed off..
our mind was totally blanked...
yet
we are actually smile at how our lecturer reacts after she read our answer..
hehe.. we were name as "funny class" ..
oops ... going to get more boom after this =C..

... =C
and sick.. my lecturer still ask me to bring along bF to attend for the parent's day..cause mum and dad is not around..
say im kind of rigid ppl in relationship..
i do.. but still he want to go away..
he dun wish to be with me anymore..!!

guys ! heard this!.. im single but not available...
do u hear me? u may think our relationship is too wasted..
but what can i do.. i want but he dun want..
he just ask me to be his friend..
how to do that.. i just rather hide myself from this..
i feel huRT while i miss u! i hate how down i fall for u..
here u leave me alone...
touch and go? just like u meet me two years... here u go away...
SICK LA PIG!=C....

pleasE!no morE crying girl! stop my innocent teARS!
be tough small leng mui =D said by kristine...
... stop bragging v ppl who dun love me!...
who feel im annoyed instead i love him more than i can do..

thx miss angeline who always stop my tears..=D..
yeah.. i love God... day by day kinda walk near to him...
trust him... without any doubt..

tomorrow's is classmate day...
hope i have enough money to spend.. =D...

found the job..
but i scared i cant chop up with my studies..
was thinking...
really hope to forget all unhappy things..
bright my life..
brighter smile =D

ten ten ten...
said by me then then then?
hehe.. someone so speechless...

well.. tell u something that happened yesterday using this phrase.. =D
i wake up early in the morning
1.then i go out breakfast v cousins
2.then i went to fetch my fren to present house..
3.then have my lunch v grandma and aunty
4.then help my aunty do cookies -D.. skilled with it aloT! (noisE)
5.then buy a cake as a special surprise for bday girl
6.then we hang out at temple welcome those things..
7.then get chase by them a while
8.then get scared
9.then feel fun
10.then SWEET DREAm

hehe.. ten things i do for yesterday...
and i repeated it for ten times...

what a nice day...
i was taught it will be another bored day for me..
but it wasn't

why i get chased by "them"
is actually i havent start to eat any vegetable yet...
is my 1st time went there..
cause usually my mum dun allow me to go there...
cause is dangerous...

i am pretty curious ..
how those ppl been possess..
and how they come out...
1st time i get chase a while.. haha..
is so scared ...

i enjoyed my day
no regret of choosing bk home for this week...
=D...

XOXO
happy ten ten ten

today was greatly down...
but i am happy.. cause i have a group of classmate who are awesome...
thx for helping to me clean up all this fault instead im not suppose to get it.....
i just happy and thankful..
but felt disappointed with her..
who is she u guys will know ....

i saw our cooperation ...
is so fun =)...

perhaps i need to redo my presentation..
i would take this opportunity to work with my group members again..
.. thx.. thx for helping me yet sorry for disappointed u ppl..
i will do my best for the second chance given by him...

.............
freaking stress nowdays...
i just have a walk with mira..
who let me know how to eat ice-cream..
she worked at basket robbin..
she is a malay.. but she is kind =D...
i have fun chatting v her...
play gym.. jogging then continue hang out at the playground sitting on small swing enjoy our ice cream =D...
slowly slowly swing all the stress away =D....

i feel more comfortable now..
thx ppl around me...
is time to continue my course work...
hope tomorrow will be a good day for me...

XOXO

really hope to shout...

been forced like a jerk by lecturer without finding what is the truth..
i din even say anything and u just keep step on me...
u can just straight away judged that all is my fault...

im hurt while u just point at me ..
shoot at me ... without giving face...
and presentation for tomorrow..

im so worried... im pretty nervous..
im really stress...

and i read ur message..
i dun think we work out...

my heart pretty pain and down..
seems like a knife cutting my heart..

im headache..
very san fu..

i am pretty down...

pretty hope can ran away from this situations..

i need a breath...
no AIR..

what is piano..
u!..
what is music..
u!..

everything seems had saved inside my brain...
why i wanna be so cruel to me...
since u already dun bother about me..

its happened while im at klcc with my colleagues..
another moody day..

i hate my life now...

tired ..
just came back from klcc ..

frens having problems.. i willing to help
but
why i cant help myself?
i see u cry.. then how about me?
do u realise yesterday im actually crying inside
while i lying on the table pretended i am sleeping?
i am freaking upset... i cant talk suddenly...

all the tactic that u request me to try..
is easy to say but is very tough to do...
i put all my heart and too many confident on it
once i fall i am totally broke...

even how many effort u tried..
i wont even bother about u..
all i wan now.. is nothing about lovE
i just wish to study like the time i was single...

i freaking sick...
i dun wish to involve in any relationship..
just dun make me be so cruel to u..
just go off..


=="
when u tell me about love..
i will sure blocked u..
just dun waste ur time on me..
no result will come out...